There is nothing more disheartening than watching someone attempt to manifest when there is no energy behind their vision. It is incredibly sad to witness and to experience it too. It is heartbreaking for the one who is pushing, strategizing, and desperate to make something happen when there are blocks and limitations stopping them from moving forward.
Somewhere deep down inside there is a desire to have something, to prove something or gain an advantage that hopefully, will relieve the pressure that is pushing. This is where desire becomes the root of all evil, when it pushes us in a direction that doesn’t line up with our destiny. Instead, we end up moving in the direction of resistance, challenges, lack of support or lack of recognition.
Without the knowledge of astrology, the mechanics and the awareness of a predetermined path, one is left to spin in confusion, motivated into action by the hunger of desires and bouncing from one poor decision to another, with all the wrong people while in complicated associations; even spending most of their time in a job they do not enjoy nor have energy for. This is how most humans live in the world.
Add the conditioning field of the educational system combined with the parents influence and the religious institutions, brings one lovely mess into the mind of a human. It’s really not that lovely. It’s frightening and sad to witness, actually.
What becomes obvious is the lack of awareness or understanding of how basic chemistry operates in the human system. With a few simple rules in the back pocket, as one moves through life, the trajectory gets slightly easier. You can start practicing awareness at any point in the journey of life and make profound improvements in the experiences that you are having, working with astrology and Human Design. Thank heavens.
Human Design, on a very simple level, provides fabulous tools and keys for getting through life with the least amount of scratches, bruises, bumps or breaks. If only the operations manual had been given to our parents at birth, how much more rewarding and satisfying this life could be, a lot easier too.
Perhaps, the one’s that suffer the most in life are those who attempt at manifesting when they do not have the wind behind their back for initiating things into action. That is roughly half the population. I say half, because I am dividing Manifesting Generators and Manifestors into one category and the rest of the population into another. There is an absolute difference between these two groups in how they move through life and experience the impact of their desires and passions.
Observing a ‘non-manifestor’ being attempting to manifest something on their own accord is probably one of the most tragic things to witness. Whenever I watch someone with an open Throat Center or a Left Angle attempt to make something happen, I call it a “Manifestation Flop” in the process. Nothing is going to happen, nothing. Even more grave is that their desire brings the loss of their dignity or embarrassment over the possibility of failure. So, one keeps pushing and pushing in hopes that a breakthrough will happen and their dignity preserved.
The Right Angle and Left Angle have very different chemistry. It is important to understand and be mindful of this difference as one is moving about and transacting through life. People expect Left Angles to operate and respond to life in the same way as Right Angles, who are often, self-empowered, especially with a defined Throat. It is impossible for the Left Angles to initiate or even support themselves. They must have the support of those in the environment in order to thrive and survive. Most Left Angles are living in a terrible state of low confidence and depression because they do not understand this fact about themselves. Often, one is comparing self in how others operate and then judging internally, harshly, while sitting in the wrong environment. It can be a horrible place to be.
Because most Left Angles are not dialed into the correct environment the disparity in support for their well-being and ability to thrive becomes highly compromised. This makes learning the mechanics imperative to one’s survival. If one knows who they are, how they operate and how to translate the subtle nuances, then, the journey through life becomes heavenly as they land in the correct environments and make great connections.
It would be good if more people understood and knew about the mechanics.
Left Angles are also here to address the karma that they have created in past lives. Their movement through life encounters Personality Crystals from past lives to clear and heal energies. The human condition is designed with an evolutionary program in place that teaches through cause and effect. Over a series of many lifetimes, the Personality Crystal evolves through its experiences. As the Personality Crystal experiences life, it becomes emotionally connected to people, things or places and re-encounters those same connections again. Often, those who were close to us in a previous life, join us again in the next life and usually, they are a family member.
If one is Right Angle, then, each movement, each decision, each interaction is setting up and coloring next life experiences. If they choose to be in the wrong environment, surrounded by people who are not resonant, then, terrible karma gets created and must be worked out in this lifetime or the next. This is what happens when one chooses a job that they have no energy for, or they choose to live in a place that negatively impacts their health or end up in a romantic commitment that is highly inappropriate. It can get very messy when one does not know who they are, how they operate and what they are here to express and share.
Another blaring disparity in the way humans operate is through their pace. People are pushed into hasty action by the pressure in their chemistry. Most life expressions are developed over a fifty to sixty-year process, yet, pressure makes one feel like it needs to manifest NOW. Reacting on pressure is very devitalizing and disempowering. This is where most people make decisions from: hasty action versus a slow, forty-year maturation process, allowing for a slow, gradual unfolding of Self; much like a flower blossom.
This is where true artistry comes into action. What an amazing canvas!
Imagine if more humans understood the mechanics of form. One might choose to move through life a little more differently. Thank heavens humanity is opening to a greater, wider, expanded state of awareness.
There is hope.